About Me

I'm one of those people you sometimes hear about on the news or hear people making fun of at the water cooler after watching a certain trashy reality show. I hoard. I'm afraid of my back porch. I have OCD. No one has been allowed to visit my home in a decade. I want to change that while somehow attempting to help others like me find the tools they need to overcome this humiliating disorder and perhaps give a little insight to those that think it is something to laugh at. I would also like to host a dinner party. This is my squalor recovery. My journey begins here.

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Interesting pictorial...

Cheaper Than Therapy

Joe The Cop and The House on Poo Corner

It was a year after I began pissing myself randomly and just layering towels or blankets or clothes over the spot that I couldn't live with it anymore. It always made me feel awful but even though I was on an antidepressant I just didn't care. I think since I've started writing here I have not lost bladder control. I dispose of the containers and old water bottles I use regularly. It's still humiliating but at least there is an end in sight. And hopefully I can fix my toilet sooner rather than later. I just want to cry. I don't want to end up like these people. My life may be cursed but it doesn't have to be like this. Nothing's gone downstairs yet but I did get the vacuum into the living room and got rid of loads of dust today even if it was in a small area. 3am and 4am here I come.

Watched the film Frida this evening and I recommend it.

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